I got them in my backyard here in town. Singing their beautiful summer song.
I wondered about their meaning.
Since they hide for 17 years and then emerge to mate and sing their song only for a few weeks before they die, I see them as a symbol of extreme survival and living with purpose.
Remember how short life can be, make the best out of it, why wait? Why procrastinate the things that truly matter? You only have a minute in this vast eternity of existence, authentically express who you really are, uncover your true self hidden deep within, come out of your sleep stages, awaken, shed your old skin, relinquish what keeps you back and step into your true self to express what comes natural to you.
Interesting part is that a majority of them reemerged in 2013 after their 17 years spent underground. Just like I awoke and began to emerge as my true self, in sync with the return of the magi cicada. See article below.
The magi cicada carries a beautiful message to sing your song of the true self.
Cicada Totem an excerpt from totemwisdom.com;
The Cicada is a symbol of rebirth and longevity. People with this totem are strong communicators and often find rewarding opportunities as the result of patience and persistence. Their callings sometimes come later in life after a period of seclusion.
Cicada teaches communication through music – it’s song is easily recognizable and noticed by others. Cicada also speaks of the ability to “shed one’s skin” and emerge as something new and different in life. Coming out of your shell and expressing yourself authentically are themes of this totem.
Cicada remains underground for much of its life before emerging. When cicada appears to you it speaks of a need to come out from hiding, to break free of what restricts you.
Cicada loses its shell and symbolizes our ability to come out from the shadows and let our inner being break free from oppression. Cicada has a distinctive sound all its own – use cicada’s wisdom to inspire you to share your own voice.
Violet Light Explosions to neutralize and protect from electromagnetic radiation (EMF & 5G)
There has been quite an uproar in the spiritual and naturalists’ communities about the new 5G coming our way, the frequencies will increase and allow for 100 times faster speeds on uploads.
During this time, we had been doing intense self work, when we worked with violet colour which stands for self sovereignty, an inspiration struck me.
I had been using light explosions and colours since childhood, then I forgot about it as I went on living my life and had a family.
After I woke up, I began to do my energy work and created my own ways of light working, the way I remembered doing it as a child and beyond this existence.
Light explosions are simple to do, with that said, to do a proper light explosion, one should be living the properties of the colour and align oneself with the expression of this colour.
When we live the expression of the colours meaning, it becomes easier to create a light explosion, less effort is needed. Violet correlates to self sovereignty and protection. The realisation that one is the source of its surrounding mirrors, as we live within our own sovereignty, the mirrors that were created for us to learn about ourselves, simply seize to exist when we resolve our triggers.
The resolving of triggers has allowed us to recognize the mirrors we were represented with and that mirror instantly looses its significance and its power to trigger us.
A self sovereign being realizes its unrealness and removes each mirror with the blink of an eye, a sovereign understanding of what it was meant to teach the self.
We keep up the health of our Merkabah through living in wholesomeness. Being in oneness and reintegrating the split psyche of the self from original traumas, we create an impermeable field that protects our being from those types of frequencies and other harmful substances, thoughts and emotions. Each colour relates to a specific purpose, they are somewhat common knowledge when you research them or simply ask spirit about each colour meaning and write down what you get after meditating with it.
For example, the ultraviolet light can destroy bacteria, we use it in the laboratory to disinfect surfaces we have used to prepare surgical tissue on or after inoculating plates with cultures and so forth.
The ultraviolet light creates a wavelength and a frequency the bacteria is not compatible with as it interferes with its genes.
The principle with the light explosions is like that, as we align with the frequency of that colour, we create an environment that no longer allows certain invaders into our fields.
Some people have difficulties to understand this, if its not seen in the physical, they reject it. As lightworkers, we understand that the unseen has a wealth of undiscovered treasures to give us, when we are evolved enough and ready to accept them. We open a different type of vision that allows us to read what the light shows us, or what our own spirit wants us to understand. It is how we communicate with the infinite being.
As we align with the colours and live their meaning, we can protect ourselves and our environment.
Just like in reiki as we send healing white light through time, space and realities to a specific place or a situation or a person, it moves there and assists in the greater purpose of healing and allows for changes needed.
As we do this for ourselves and our environment or even our planet, we create a save place for not just humans but all life on earth. No matter what anyone does that which is out of our control. This also reinstates our ability to do something about our situations on earth.
We are not idle powerless beings, as light workers and humans, we can heal and help our planet and the life’s around us, it is so our responsibility as the shepherds of earth, our home and our sacred garden.
“We can use our power to assist earth and its inhabitants. We use our power for healing. Watch your power dwindle away if you are not using it for healing or the greater good.” Sabrina S. Goeldlin
The following is my own inspiration of how to use this violet light explosion, exactly as received during one of my inspirational moments, and available for you to repeat to make a difference for yourself, your family, neighbours, pets and our mother earth and father sky.
Love and Light on your path.
The violet light explosions:
Creating the holy trinity
At the end, we give thanks to our divine selves for the amazing experiences we allow ourselves to have. And we give thanks and feel gratitude for our mother earth and father sky, for all they have given us to have this earthly experience as a conscious being. We give thanks to all who assist us on our journey, our guides, angels, god, the infinite, our family, pets… whatever it is that comes to you in this moment, allow it to take shape in its own form.
If you can in any way, do light explosions and loving intent healing work while standing in or close to a large body of water. Dr Emoto wrote books about how to program water for health and wellbeing, just as he says, when we do healing work or affirmations, being in or close to large bodies of water will give an extra kick to your work.
Another tip; if you have trouble following the steps, you can also record the steps on your phones recorder slowly and replay it the first few times.
I hope you enjoy this meditation and learn to do it to help assist us on this journey
Sabrina S. Goeldlin
Usui Reiki Master, Angelic Medium, Med Lab Sc, Author
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Here is an example of how working on the spiritual can become apparent in the physical, as I was writing my blog, my keyboard was turning violet. I took a screen shot. Even if someone came up with a logical explanation, it is still fantastic how this happened now as we work with this colour and create the violet light explosions, and as I was typing and my energy went into the keyboard in creating this blog post. Trust in the magic of divine unfoldment.
With the arrival of the law of attraction and the big craze about “the secret” many years ago, people have been trying to manifest what they desire following a system or a pattern and working on changing their vibes and thoughts to attract better things or situations.
Some of it worked out and some of it did not as intended or took a different path then anticipated.
It is possible to attract what you want even if you make seemingly far fetched statements of your wishes like a certain type of person with a specific eye color and personal qualities to come into your life, some may have even won the lottery with the law of attraction.
The questions you should always ask yourself before attempting to purposely manifest are;
- Where is it coming from?
- What is your true intent?
- Is it aligned with your true self?
- Is it an egocentric statement or a heart wish?
- And is it something that will allow you to create something more that gives back and has purpose?
As much as the law of attraction has evolved the old ways of manipulating reality to a place of understanding that your vibe attracts your tribe, your energy creates your reality and so on, the vital information learned here is that in order to attract anything, you need to change something about yourself to align yourself with what you really want. And so it will suddenly appear into reality through frequency alignment. The only problem with that is that essentially, you haven’t created anything. It will appear but as fast as it came it may be gone, because by itself, it is not sustainable.
But that is not everything there is to it, nothing happens if you lack focus and intent, nothing truly valuable and sustainable appears until you get clear on your true passion and your reason for why you are doing it or wanting it.
The next evolution of manifesting has nothing to do with doing anything at all, it only asks you to align yourself with your true self; the infinite or the higher expression of you.
This is only possible once you have emerged from deep self exploration and you have realized your true passion and purposes. Once you are fully aligned and integrated, you are also aligned with the infinite being of god, in this state of being, you no longer are creating through the ego but with infinite intent.
No matter how well intended, a wish or a desire can still be manipulative, the infinite does not manipulate, it allows, unfolds, grows and evolves. Just like we see in the flower of life symbol. The infinite does not worry about the steps or how it unfolds. It simply does it with purpose. All we have to do is plant the seed with passion and purpose, then watch it grow into a beautiful plant with our dedicated love and care during its evolvement.
This process manifests a beautiful self sustainable tree with a magnificent canopy that gives shelter to the inhabitants of earth.
Changing our focus can help us manifest greatness, instead of focusing on how things may unfold or what steps to take, focus on your true reason for doing it, the path of unfoldment will open as soon as you have a clear understanding of your passion and reason for doing something.
Have you ever noticed how we get lost in transactions because we lost sight of the true reason we originally went on this journey for? That we start off with something that really pulls on our heart strings but we end up taking on a multitude of other things, ways and modalities... it’s because our focus point changed.
It’s like going to the store but you forgot your list and return with a bunch of useful items but forgot the one important thing you originally meant to pick up.
Don’t get me wrong, it all is essential on the journey and nothing was done in vain. But this is YOUR reality and as such you are the creator there of, so don’t let others run your show for you and don’t distract yourself for too long. Everything you learn is valuable, but remember your true reason for being.
- Remember who you are and what drives your passion
- Be clear with yourself, recenter your passion and align yourself with your deepest purpose
- Focus but stay open to divine inspiration
Your why is not found in your ego mind but in your true hearts passion. Not your feelings but in your convictions, not in your beliefs but in your authentic experiences.
Look deep and write it all out so your mind gets a chance to connect with your true heart and understand what it is you are passionate about and why.
From there, all will unfold with clarity and in divine timing.
Take the fear out of the unknown, and put the trust in your unfathomable divine path.
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I was hiding from myself and the world inside a dream state. I was waiting for something to wake me up.
I was bored and had lost my passion for life.
Being comfortable does not always allow for growth.
Why make changes if you have everything you need?
I asked my father during one of his visits; “I once walked away from home and you picked me up on a playground where I sat on top of this pyramid shaped climber, I didn’t recognize you, so I pushed you away.”
My father lifted an eyebrow; “You can remember that? You were not even three years old then.”
I said yes of course; “I remember a lot of things from my early childhood.”
My father looked concerned; “You shouldn’t go dig in your past, that is not good for you.”
I glanced over to where he was sitting on my couch; “Why is that?”
He answered slowly; “Because we should always leave the past in the past and focus on the present.”
After twenty years of living in a dream state, my twin flame finally woke me up.
The story of twin flames:
A twin flame is the other half of our soul. When a soul is born, we split from our mother soul, each following their own path. We will look for a reunion with our twin over eons of time, solely to spark us into awakening and to help us remember who we really are.
Many artists start creating incredible works of art after their reunion with a twin flame. It is not always talked about, but those connections are significant and they are destined to happen. It will find you, even if you are hiding in the farthest corner of the world.
It is nothing what people believe it is. This connection will change your life forever.
And so, it happened to me; my twin flame found me. It was an instant recognition, a comfortable feeling of knowing this person. I saw in my twin something about me that I couldn’t grasp, and he felt the same way about me. Our dreams melded together, our senses were one, time began to blend and we both had psychic experiences. But twin flames mirror each other, they show each other what is missing, what is not aligned and what needs to change.
Twin flames are our greatest teachers.
Once a twin starts to awaken, the other one will pull away with a sense that the connection has run its course. This causes a huge upheaval, especially in the female part, the sleeping divine feminine, which may not always be a woman. The separation causes a huge void one falls into. And there is no one there to catch you. You just fall into a deep bottomless pit. It feels like all your energy was taken, and now you have a deep gaping hole left inside your heart.
The twin flame connection opens up the opportunity to re establish a relationship with yourself, to dig deep and find your true self, to understand who you are and why you are how you are. It’s a chance to really get to know yourself, maybe for the first time ever in your life.
Often, people look for the wrong things to fill their void inside their hearts. Instead of working on themselves, they drown themselves with outside distractions like drugs, alcohol, smoking, adrenalin rushes, sex or work. After this twin flame connection comes a time of deep inner reflection. It is vital for you in this situation to take care of yourself and to fill your void not with addictions but with compassion, self love and true care. Learning to respect yourself and having compassion for what you went through is very important.
You may also get back repressed memories during or after the twin flame connection because your subconscious is going to look for your truth, the human mind always needs to make sense of the seemingly senseless. This allows you to go look deeper for the missing and forgotten pieces of your mind. It is a key to open the dream box, so don’t be surprised about what you will find there.
The twin flame connection cracks the lid open to that box of unresolved stuff you had put away long ago, things you were unable to deal with. It now bubbles slowly to the surface where it needs to be resolved.
Why? Because, you are going to build a new life. But building cannot be done on a shaky foundation. You need to look deep, talk to your soul and dig out all the dusty memories and wipe the cobwebs off them so you can clearly see what you have been hiding from yourself all this time. Each piece you resolve for yourself, allows you to build a step on a solid foundation.
One piece at a time, we uncover our true story and learn that we need to be aware of what is going on in our life’s.
We learn to get back our voices and reinstate our personal power.
Instead of building a relationship with a person you thought you need to be with, you are working on the relationship you have with yourself. This will also allow you to connect with your partner of destiny one day, once you are balanced and reintegrated and in full expression of your true self.
This is true love.
Love is not an emotion, but it is a state of being.
“Like a butterfly coming out of a cocoon, you are awakening to your true nature and your purposes in life.”
*when perceptions are missing, it leads to cataclysms, basically you get the sledge hammer on your head. Gaining the missing perceptions allows for time to extend and the cataclysm may be avoided if it’s aligned with infinite intent.
Find the healer within and heal your own life.
Sabrina Goeldlin - Angelic Medium IAAP, Usui Reiki Master, Awakening Coach, MLT, Survivor, Mother, Writer and Author
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It’s been 11 years since I began my Reiki Journey after my dear god father passed away due to lung cancer.
It drove me into looking for ways to assist others going through difficult times.
Healing with hands became an interest when I was only a child; my cousin came for a visit and had stomach aches because she got home sick, I put lotion on her belly and put my hands on it sending it light so the pain goes away. I was about 7 years old.
Back in March I had a first request from a woman I met at LifeCon to teach her Reiki.
I’ve been working intensely on personal self development for a few years and have come to a place by now where I feel comfortable being an Empath Master.
Finishing my reiki journey with the Master course feels like the right thing to do at this Time. And also acts as a beautiful synchronicity with my development I’ve been working on.
I’m very happy and feel blessed to be able to experience all I have the past couple years.
It’s been an incredible journey, and there is much more to follow...
(Picture from 2017)
Some amazing revelations arrived today on the day in timelessness... 🌟
“Emotional over reactions stem from triggers we experience, many don’t know their triggers.”
You can learn it by observing yourself and quiet your mind down enough to hear your soul speak to you. The trigger often gets diagnosed as an illness, once you quiet the rough surface of the sea of your emotions, you can begin to see more clearly through the waters down to the bottom of the sea.
There you look for the most treasured item; the black pearl. The treasure inside your shadow self that lays below many layers accumulated over the past decades. Here lays the treasure of the true causes of all your problems surfacing in your life.”
“The pearl is your true self, black symbolizes your shadow self, the parts of you which your concsious mind had rejected.”
“Today the sky is light blue, not one cloud present.”
Sky blue colour removes the ability of others emotions to influence us. Aligning with this colour will help you realize what is your true self and what is assimilated from others through empathic blending, following Almines time map.
It helps you to not be influenced by it and clearly understand the difference between your own and others thoughts and feelings. It helps you to understand what is truly happening below the surfaces of thought and emotion.
Being a master of thought and emotion has zero to do with control. Control is an opposition that creates war and chatter, it disturbs the surface of the sea.
Instead; let it flow, allow, embrace, observe and understand.
Be in the flow of life. 🌊
Nothing can hurt you - you may use emerald colour to align yourself to help increase your power, open your heart and know you are always safe.
Sky blue is the colour of the Empath Master, and also the colour theme chosen for our book. Synchronicity at work here ;-)
Draw in sky blue light and align with it to understand “Your Truth” and live it, embracing who you are fully and wholesomely.
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10 most common ways angels communicate with us
It depends on your level of awareness and in what state you are in.
But most people notice the following:
1. Coins and feathers as a sign of support
2. Repeating number sequences as a way to pass on a timely message, google meaning of angel numbers
3. Feelings of being gently touched which can also be a spirit
4. A sense of warmth and comfort coming over you that may make you dissociate or feel almost faint, feeling numb, unable to move limbs or reduced movement but no fret conceived, you may also suddenly feel very tired but blissful
5. Tingling all over your body from the excitement of the presence of the angel
6. A person (or animal) appears and disappears at a perfect moment when you needed help, this is an angel that temporarily took over a human body
7. Clear sentences from a gentle warm voice inside your head guiding you, often feels like it’s approaching from the left side, the words are positive and encouraging and the voice is easy to understand, calm, low and mature sounding
8. A sense of being guided or led to a place where you find or realize something important
9. Angels generally use your extended senses to contact you unless they are off then they take physical shapes on or leave physical pieces behind or try to get your attention through songs or tv shows, something jumps out at you or seems to be a personal message to you
10. Clairvoyantly seeing an angels presence or seeing symbols in the air representing something you are dealing with or guidance for a next step to consider
Empowering Angel Messages
I wrote a chapter for the upcoming book being published in May 2019, I am writing about the importance of knowing who you are underneath all the layers of our human existence, where your true authentic story lays hidden from the conscious mind.
“My wisdom and understanding of this journey comes from my own experiences with spirit, angels and my path as a survivor of complex childhood trauma. I had no idea I was a survivor until I woke up to resurfacing memories during a life change, which had been repressed for decades.”
Living your truth is about knowing yourself to the core and applying your authenticity, as you are fulfilling your true life’s purposes. It is about reconnecting yourself to spirit to find your path and walk it with trust and confidence in yourself.
I am also giving first steps towards raising your own awareness so you can uncover what your truth is, piece by piece, and learn to live in it with love and appreciation of life.
“The most important part to live your truth is to re-establish your personal relationship with your true self. The one that you had abandoned and buried under layers and layers of pretend stories from the past. Your story is not what other people tell you it is, your story is the one that you truly lived and the one that puts meaning into your life.”
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The Field of One now turning into the Field of Eternal Flow - A channeled post from one Year ago from “The Intuitive Path” explaining the entrance into the field of one
I posted this channeled message a year ago in “The Intuitive Path” it explains entering the field of one which we have now entered in the grand scheme of things;
A thought, after a meditation that guided me purposefully into the space of the black moonlit lake, the spaceless space, from where we re-create our reality, turning painful experiences into divine unfoldment:
Truly it is so, as we move into the vast space of our outer but inner existence and move back into time to finely guide and orchestrate our life stories. Careful not to interrupt the time space continuum but to observe and reassure the traveller.
As we are maturing and developing into our true selves, knowing and remembering who we are, our ability to co create this life and our planets history is becoming more and more obvious, our power grows and so does our responsibilities.
As we move out of the cycle of repetitive stories, orchestrated by the human mind, we step forward into the light with one step only. Fully living in white light reality and standing in our power, the column of white light connecting our divine heritage and letting us walk in light where ever we go, whatever we do or think or feel.
Now truly all is sacred, forever.
(Picture taken in Belfountain in Erin Ontario) response of the universe to the message received on this day.
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In May of 2018, the opportunity to travel to Peru presented itself. I had a vision a year sooner about traveling to Peru with people on a spiritual journey. My friend and member of my light family had offered to get together a group to travel to Peru, a journey she had made before. The purpose of this journey was to reconnect to the heart of the earth. The kundalini of our mother earth had moved, we all have heard of the earth quakes in central America and the volcanic eruptions along the equator over the past year. The kundalini of the earth travelled from the Himalayans towards the Andean mountain range, where it rested in Peru. It was time for us to make this spiritual journey into the heart of the earth.
I was debating the costs and how I could cover this. My mind was interfering with what my heart had already decided upon. I asked spirit about this, what would be the right decision to make? Go on this spiritual pilgrimage, a once in a life time adventure that could nurture me and bring me wisdom to carry home to Canada, or not to go. I had broken my leg on the ice at the beginning of this year and missed six weeks of work, I had felt down and beaten at this point and money was an issue. A sense of joy came over me thinking of this pilgrimage. The minute I made up my mind and gave the go ahead with booking, I felt relieve and bliss coming over me, I was dancing in circles and feeling like I just took a big step out of misery into the light of a new promising world. I knew I made the right choice.
I am clairvoyant, so the minute I make up my mind about something, I start seeing the future unfolding in front of my eyes, visions of the trip, people, the smells, the experience, feelings... I was brimming with premonitions. It was exhilarating. But just weeks later I was hit with a huge tax bill which put a damper on my experience. I had lost my child support and government support. So, I had to rely on my hourly pay from work, paying back debt and still trying to survive while paying a mortgage, bills and kids responsibilities. At this point, I could have caved in, cancelled the trip and just not gone. But I didn’t cave in. I knew this trip was a spiritual and emotional life saver for me and that I would bring myself back fully refreshed and energized to take on the things I had in my heart.
The trip was epic from beginning to end. I was in my element and the people I was with all were on their own spiritual journeys, we connected so well. I shared my room with another survivor and we were able to share some of our experiences and resonated on many levels. The synchronisations on this trip were amazing and made me realize how significant it was that I decided to be part of this.
When we arrived in Cusco at 3399 metres above sea level, I noticed immediately how thin the air was, I felt I was walking on a cloud, but my breath didn’t give me the oxygen I needed. Right when you exit the airplane, at the end of the corridor, there is a tourist booth that offers coca leaves. Raw dried leaves were sitting there in a container, I took three to assist me with the altitude. The body needs time to adjust to the sudden difference. I didn’t feel bad the first day but felt it more on the second and third days. After that initial air shock, my body was adjusting to it. What I was most amazed at was the incredible selection of fruits and foods I have never seen before in my life. For example, Jurimoya, which looks like a prehistoric fruit with a snake skin and tastes like a mix of lychee and maybe pineapple. Very sweet and apparently beneficial to decrease the risk of parasite infections, I decided to eat it every time it was available for that purpose alone. Cusco is a very friendly place, it feels welcoming and warm.
On the first days we stayed at a beautiful hostel, it had gardens with plants I didn’t recognize and more cobble stone pathways. One of my traveling friends brought healing disks with him called “systems optimizer devices”, developed by a doctor Cungi, the disks are capable of restoring balance to your system, restoring a sense of physical, mental, emotional and spiritual well being. As I was laying down with the disks on our first night, my roommate took a video and caught many orbs flying and circling me during the session. (See the video below) True orbs are spirits or angels, they show an energetic presence in the room.
Just before I came to Peru, I had received a letter from a relative, which I hadn’t opened but brought with me, because I was anxious about opening it and reading it alone. This anxiety was felt throughout the last days and I had asked divine mother about the letter and when to read it. Before I put on the disks, I asked in meditation if I should read it before or after the healing. But mother came to me in the shape of a beautiful black woman, she took my hands and looked me in the eyes, she said “Don’t worry about this letter, child, you will feel when its time to open it. The letter serves as a distraction, nothing else.” So, I left the letter for another time. In fact, I would almost forget I even brought it until a couple days later.
We stayed three nights at Ubuntu Ayni, in the sacred valley which sits lower than Cusco at around 2200 metres, it is a sacred, safe and supportive healing space. San Pedro or Wachuma, the teacher plant, is a cactus that has been used as a sacred plant medicine for at least 3000 years in the Andes of Peru. It is a medicine that can be used to help perceive our self created barriers and limitations, it greatly aids in opening and connecting with our hearts. Each ceremony is like a reunion with yourself, mother nature and the divine. Here I remembered the letter I brought with me and I felt this was the perfect time to open it and read it. I opened the letter expecting an out lashing of harsh words. But instead, I found it wasn’t a personal letter at all. It was simply an invitation to a family gathering. I realized that my anxiety was a creation of my own mind. I was waiting or even hoping for a response after I had outed someone in my family for abusing me as a child. The fear of being attacked had debilitated me most of my life, so I had never wanted to deal with the issues until just two years ago when I was triggered into remembering the abuse as a child. I wanted nothing to do with it but now had been faced with the reality of this. It was a chance to connect with my true self and find my authentic voice, which had been taken from me for up to thirty-six years. If you have experienced flashbacks from childhood abuse decades after the actual abuse, you know exactly what I am talking about. And if you don’t, this may be very difficult for you to comprehend.
I was faced with the realization that this person was in complete denial over the past and had chosen to ignore me and act like everything is normal. I knew that there is nothing more I could expect form him. But I also knew that I had to keep going on my own path. My path no longer was depending on another person’s acceptance. I felt relieve and a bit silly. I worked myself up before the trip over nothing. Now that I had put this behind me, I felt ready to take on the journey the sacred plant medicine would provide.
I must say, I was a bit afraid to do this. I am not a fan of any type of substance that changes my perception, but I knew this was different. During the preparations, I asked my spirit guides to appear and help me with the ceremony, I needed their guidance to feel supported and safe.
The cup was moved around, and everyone drank the green cactus slush, some got sick from the strong taste and emptied their stomach contents in a nearby flower bed. I drank less than half because I didn’t want to get sick. After about two hours I realized I didn’t drink enough to feel the full effects for the healing to be effective and so I was offered another cup.
As I sat there, my spirit guide Pam appeared at my side, bare feet and with a headband, looking like a hippie. She smiled and said; “I am here to guide you”. She let me know when to drink from the cup and told me to stop and take a few seconds before taking another sip. It took a bit longer, but she let me know that she wants me to drink the whole cup without purging the contents. She was right, nothing came back out of me and my experience was intense.
I was curious about the effects of this plant on a person who’s clairvoyant and so I expected to see interesting things. But what I saw was weigh beyond just interesting. After about an hour, my perception of reality expanded exponentially, the mountain looked like it got turned inside out and there was sacred geometry like the flower of life everywhere I looked. Within the walls of my room, the flowers outside, even the clouds moved in harmony within the geometrical shapes as I laid in the grass gazing up to the sky. Everything was flowing and moving. When I closed my eyes, I saw Inka symbology, beautifully coloured snakes and Inka masks, then it moved back to sacred geometry. An intricate system of flowing beautiful shapes and forms. My mind would wander and access barriers I had put on myself. I was in communication with myself and started to see the faults I had and the issues I have tried to avoid. My emotions were flowing freely and bubbled up to be expressed. After digging deep into the subconscious mind for hours, the condor lifted me up into the upper worlds. Here I was shown that I am a part of creation, that the divine mother resides within me and so anything I do is already a sacred act. I learned acceptance of myself for who I was on this fantastic journey of self-discovery and awakening to higher consciousness. I realized the beauty of everything in nature, how all is connected at a deeper level and how everything is there for a reason, there are no accidents, and all was planted and seeded with purpose and deep love and understanding from our mother earth and our father sky. I am a manifestation of them, a channel for their energies, to continue the work our divine parents started, as a guardian of earth, a divine gardener and daughter of Gaia.
It is our right to know who we are and to understand the power we have. Our divine parents want us to stand fully in our own power, guided by our hearts and intuitions. Our hearts are a direct link to the divine creation of life, and everything we create through our hearts, will be a perfect manifestation of divine will.
To be continued....
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“I will speak my truth now and forever more with my heart and soul,
When time is right all will wake up,
You are the one I love and I always will.”
Repeat each three times as you connect to the light of god, feel it in your heart and activate your merkaba. Know this truth ringing through existence through Time, space and dimensions.
I received this tonight outside in the wintry country landscape looking at the sun setting behind frozen trees, seeing the mirror images in the streaming pond surrounded by snow and dried wheats.
The one I love is the universe but essentially, me and all there is. As I speak to a mirror. The addictions and illusions are coming to the surface, all is being exposed and resolved, do not pacify others as they need to resolve it for themselves now, the illusions can no longer be.
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Our life’s can get side tracked in these busy modern times and we tend to lose touch with our selves and our inner knowing. There are two ways of knowing, one is the knowing of the mind, our knowledge. Then there is an inner knowing, which has often no connection to actual knowledge of a matter. We can instinctively know without a logical explanation or external input. This type of knowing is called claircognizance.
When I separated, I just knew that I was following my true life’s purpose. My current life was misaligned and I needed a change. My mind told me, this is illogical, but my intuition told me that I needed to go find myself and work on something I came here to do. When I found my new home, I had remembered the image of the house from a psychic vision I had many years ago and so it felt like a déjà vu. I just knew it was the right one, before I even set one foot inside it.
Claircognizance is an intuitive sense of knowing or recognition. This sense gets covered with our thoughts, created by the human mind, as we have lost touch with our inner true selves. Loosing touch will create a void. This void needs to be filled constantly with things, like new clothes, expensive dinners, socializing and other items and activities to fill the void inside our hearts. This can also lead to addictions and unhealthy behaviours. We fill our voids with thoughts and activities of the human mind. What we are doing to ourselves, is covering up the inner knowing and other intuitive senses that we all have. We forget how to connect and listen to our true selves and spirit, because our ego mind has taken over completely. We have self induced amnesia which creates a lack of empathy. And so, the business of our world has hardened us and has taken our joy for life.
The joy of our lives should be felt throughout living and not only reserved for the weekend or a vacation. Joy, is an essential key element of living a happy life. Without joy in our life’s, we become depressive and dysfunctional. Why can’t we just fill the void with joy? Because we have become enslaved to the system of making money and paying bills and taxes, we have become like robots. We have lost our sense of purpose and are following a deeply rooted programming. This sucks the joy right out of our daily lives.
How can we change this? Change is a big factor of anxiety for many, but change is often needed to fill your void with joy again. When we quiet the busy mind, we make room for inspiration. Inspiration may come as a vision of the future, a feeling of how you would like your life to be or maybe just a clear knowing and understanding of self. When our voids are full of mental clutter, we can no longer know, which is knowledge and which is inspirational knowing. How can we truly know that what we know is true? If its cluttered up with thoughts and ideas of others?
As we move along our path of recovering a beautiful life full of joy, love and purpose, we learn many tools we can use to help ourselves. Some significant tools are meditation and mindfulness. By taking time out a few moments every day to focus on yourself and go within, letting go of the clutter of your mind and sensing your own true essence can inspire you to be ones again in touch with your true self. Create a trigger that will stop you and make you focus a few minutes on your breath. A trigger could be a symbol like seeing a flower or walking through a door way. Create this trigger to make you stop for one minute and focus on your breathing, take five deep and purposeful breaths and look around. Where
are you? What have you just been thinking about? How are you feeling in this moment? Aim to do these five times every day, to help you get back in touch with your own being.
Another technique to create more awareness of self is to journal. On my own path of recovery, I had started to journal my feelings, trying to figure out what had triggered them. I was so out of touch with myself that I didn’t even know why I got emotional. There were no obvious triggers. Ones I started to journal, every day for a few minutes, I was recognizing patterns and I started to pick up on old memories from my past which I had forgotten about but they still subconsciously were triggering my feelings and reactions. When we write, we basically talk to ourselves or our higher self, the part of us that knows and remembers everything we have gone through and experienced.
Our brains are very intelligent, to a fault. As we experience trauma or moments that are very difficult to deal with at the time, our brains have a way to erase these experiences from our conscious minds, it is a safety mechanism that lets us move on in life without feeling too much despair or having to deal with the reality of it. It is a coping mechanism created by the human brain by releasing hormones during times of trauma. This strategy was great when we needed it. But as adults, this primitive brain function no longer serves us, in the contrary, it will hinder us on our progress and stop us from knowing who we truly are. Subconsciously, we may feel we know, but if we cannot remember why that is, our inner knowing looses its significance. This creates the feeling of being in cycle and not being able to jump out of it.
Ones we reinstate our full awareness, we can finally deal wit old trauma and then move forward in our lives with full strides. This is why being mindful and aware of ourselves and our pasts is important. It helps us understand ourselves better and from there on we can move forward with the person we know we are. Our past does not define us, but it shapes us, it gives us the experiences we need so we can fulfill our life purposes. When we understand ourselves, we can create the life that brings joy to our hearts and the hearts of others.
Trusting our intuition of knowing, can lead us down the path of discovering who we really are. This turns into true wisdom, which can be applied to create a joyous and purposeful life. How can we fill our void with joy after trauma and experiencing the harshness of this reality? Instead of passive denial, surrender to quiet reflection. Awaken divine love within your own heart. When we let love into our hearts, we can give love back. This creates a sense of harmony and joy. Be gentle with yourself and others. Joy will fill your void. When we are gentle, we are receptive to the divine. Bringing back our wisdom into the presence, integrating it into our work with passion, is how we create a joyful life, for ourselves and others.
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You know in your heart when the right time arrives in this moment, to take action. We also call this inspired action. Sometimes we don’t listen or aren’t aware, we may get the message but then forget about it quickly, busy with life and problem solving. But then, it so happens that spirit sends you the message more clearly to make you take note and get you to understand the message or it’s importance. It means “now the moment arrived” for you to make a big shift.
When your dream messages mix later with real life, we sometimes call that premonition when in fact it can also be a more firm message from your higher self, god, angels, spirit... whatever you choose to call it, to pay attention or make a message louder and clearer. And so it happened that I dreamed about these exact three owls just a week before I found this plate in belfountains cafe, when it struck me with the realization of something that needed to happen now, it’s been on my mind in the past but it just never felt like it was the right moment or I simply wasn’t quite ready yet. I lived in surrendered trust over what I knew would eventually transpire. I almost dismissed my dream but my higher self had my back and so, in the flow, the synchronicity turned into a personal message from spirit to me.
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Channeled Angel Message 16/17. 11. 18
Channeled after receiving a comment about that more bad things were done in Jesus name then good.
Trust me, I don’t consider myself religious at all. But this is what my angel said to me:
“Understand this; separation from god,spirit, source.. whatever you choose to call it, is what causes the havoc on earth.
All we can do is present humanity with a gift. What they do with it is not in our control, that’s where free will comes in.
If you give a poor man 1000.- dollars and hope he will buy food and shelter but it turns out he used it to buy more drugs, what can you do about it?
Not send him more gifts.
So, we wait, until we see sure signs of improvement before we help him again.
The Angel numbers and synchronicities have been strong and are accelerating for one reason, a global awakening is on the verge, people are reconnecting with the source of power, enlightened beings will be able to understand the gift and make good use of it.
Have you wondered what 11:11 111 or 11..1 is all about? Why everthing you think of, almost instantly manifests? The higher the conciousness of a person, the faster it accelerates the awakening of others, miles away it can reach people, just this one person can achieve that, there is no need to out the second coming of Christ, she is amongst us, her vibration is lifting everyone up on earth. There in fact isn’t just one, there are many. We call them earthen angels, some are from the heavens and some are from the stars. Some are aware of who they are and some are not.
The return to garden of eden is imminent, heaven on earth is becoming reality.
Believe, observe, take note and join the flow, a miracle is happening and all of you are observing and witnessing the happening, this is the gift to you from god”
A.A. Sabriel 🌟
I love a post on Facebook about how a dog is the only one that loves you more then he loves himself.
I feel the biggest gift you can give your dog is the gift of true love, that shows you love him more then you love yourself.
When it comes to the time to say good bye, we tend to look for ways to extend our lives instead of making it easier to transition.
By letting your pet go, you show him true unconditional love the way he showed it to you.
What bigger gift of love can you give your pet but the one of non selfishness?
Putting an animal through surgery and recovery time is a selfish act, because we don’t want to let go when it’s time to say good bye, we put our pets through more suffering to hopefully extend their life’s just for a little longer instead of giving thanks to the time you had together, you try to keep it longer so you don’t have to mourn the loss.
True love knows when to let go.
True love knows everything is temporary.
True love appreciates a gift and knows when to give it back.
I am remembering Gizmos passing about a year ago, when he came back from the groomers paralyzed, we had to make a tough decision.
He had issues with his back for some time, and something happened at this groomers place which caused a slipped disk.
I still today don’t know what happened and had to let it go. That night I sat at the guelph pet hospital with him knowing that I will have to say goodbye, the surgery would have been extensive and recovery time estimated to 5 months, meaning 5 months of having to stay still, therapy after, drugs and dealing with pain and confusion.
I was not willing to put him through that for what? A year or two more? The recovery chance was only estimated at 40% and not guaranteed to be complete.
I made the most difficult decision that night.
I sat alone as they X-rayd him, animals in spirit showed up and his old friend that passed months before him came and put her head on my knee, I knew in that moment that it’s good bye and I wept.
As I held my dog for the last time, hooked up to a syringe as they introduced the medication to put him to sleep forever, I said thank you for being the dearest friend ever.
He cuddled into the crease of my elbow as he took his last breath.
This is true love.
Today as I was working on new spreads for my online shop, a card popped out for me. A beautiful message which I wanted to share with you in hopes it brings a message to anyone who reads it as well. Have a look at the picture, draw into it with your intuition and ask for a personal message from the depths of your heart. Then read the message and the poem as well.
Love and Light on your path, ancient ones ..
From the “Journey of Love” oracle deck by Alana Fairchild, Rassouli (artist http://www.rassouli.com) and Richard Cohn
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