A story of self sabotage and why it is time to move yourself and the world forward
When I just started to take action on divinely guided visions, I was fearful. I was stopping myself from being fully seen, because I carried a load of guilt and shame on my shoulders. The shame of the abuse I experienced as a child, the guilt over my divorce, fears of what others may think if they see me using tarot and oracle cards for guidance or hear me talk about my angels or talking to spirits of the deceased.
“But Sabrina, where is god in all of this?” My best friend asked me. “Where is god not?” I asked him back.
I always felt that as long as we are listening to god's higher voice for guidance and want to genuinely make a difference for others, then god is in our work as it is divinely guided.
How we create miracles for others is not so important as the fact that we are doing it effectively.
Many of our fears stem from old, outdated programs rooting in religion and societal norms. Nobody teaches us how to create our own businesses, everyone tells us to just get a job and have a steady regular income, it is safer, they say. The truth is that we are still living in survival mode, my dears.
So where is God in that?
I remember an instance as a teen when I was visiting a new friend’s home, we sat on her bed and talked about the universe when suddenly, the door opened, her mother, who had been sitting outside the door, listening to us the whole time, fell into the room as she lost her balance leaning against the door frame. She got up and demanded I needed to leave, calling me a witch in her frenzy as she chased me out of her home. I was shaking and went to my friend to tell him about it, he just laughed and said that people don't know what I am talking about.
I learned that day the damage of religious and societal programming.
I became afraid of being myself.
My father took me to psychics when I was a young child, after I spoke about angels talking to me. The psychics told us that I carried a seed, a gift of great power. That one day it will be revealed, and it was much more then just reading cards or predicting anything.
They told me that I will help many people.
I am still on my journey trying to figure out what it is, that I can help the world with. My time is limited on this planet and I feel a push to move forward. To get to the point, to expose my seed more and to really make it happen, whatever that is. This is why I said yes to writing in the Book “I know why, Moving the world” by Gerry Visca, the last book in the “I know Why” series. An inspirational novel about taking inspired actions.
Our fears sabotage our ability to move forward in life. We are afraid to take action on our inspirations because of our fears of what others may think of us.
We cannot follow god’s guidance when we are afraid of taking inspired actions and our gifts to the world stay unshared.
I hit another roadblock recently, the belief that I can’t say what I want because someone might shut me down because I am not a licensed psychologist and shouldn’t speak about my own understanding of things. I was looking into becoming a psychologist but the years of study and costs involved deterred me. This belief stems from my family programming, their beliefs that in order to help others I needed a license. It was their way to stop me from understanding or speaking about my own traumas.
There has got to be a better way.
When we ask for the way, the way appears and sure enough a much more affordable option came up that may just be the thing I was looking for. I sabotaged myself so many times because of my fears of being shut down, cancelled or de-platformed if I spoke my truth. And I know many of you reading this are struggling with the same.
I like to look at the core issues of problems because I know that skimming the surface and trying to control the issues it causes, takes a lot of time and effort.
Exposing the core problem has the potential to disarm all the surface problems and saves us a lot of time and energy in the long run.
It took me forty years to get to the understandings I have today and I feel a part of my gift to others is to help them move forward in life faster, through giving the gift of deeper understanding of the self. Why you are the way you are and what it would take to release your programming and beliefs that have become a disservice that is leaving you in the dark or keeping you from taking inspired action to create your life and business.
God lives within our hearts, and if we listen to our own soul for guidance, we can only do god’s work, it is only when we stop listening to our heart and soul, that we disconnect from source, the universe or god, when we follow rules, programs and beliefs, the games of the mind, we cannot see our own inner guidance anymore, and that is when we stop being aligned with purpose and divine will.
When we follow programs and rules, we hurt others, because we lack compassion and we miss inspired opportunities. Before we make decisions or say something out of judgment, we need to reconnect with ourselves and ask our soul the question:
What is the right action, what is the inspired action; inspired; inspiration; in spirit = god.
You are so worthy of success, no matter what your spiritual beliefs are.
Love and Light on your journey of life
Sabrina S Goeldlin
"Hillsburgh's Angel" Sacred Space Energy Cleanse
“You are the salt of the earth and the light to the world” my angel told me over thirty years ago while I was reading a children's bible.
The sacred space salt scrub is an incredible tool to use in the shower for the purpose of clearing your energy field and soothing your muscles after a day at work. Let the mineral rich dead sea salt, grade A Himalayan salt and essential oils blessed by the angels clear off your energy field and leave you refreshed with new confidence and poise.
The salt scrub is soothing for the muscles and leaves the skin refreshed and moisturized, it should be used after the regular wash, before you rinse and dry yourself. Containing coconut oil, rose, citrus oils, patchouli and frankincense essential oil essences amongst others.
It may slightly vary depending on availability and inspiration.
You should avoid prolonged exposure of skin to the sun for at least 12 hours afterwards due to citrus oils making the skin more photo sensitive. Use it in the evening if you know you are going to be outside.
I only use pure tested grade and organic oils for my products.
Salt scrubs may be corrosive for some types of bathtubs, rinse thoroughly with warm water afterwards.
"Angels of the Highest Realms" Sacred Space Spray
“Angels Of The Highest Realms” sacred space spray, created to prepare your space for highest divine guidance to enter and to clear space after your work with intense frequencies. A calming scent that freshens the air with pure essential oils diffused in spring water and witch hazel. Each bottle is blessed by the angels in a sacred ritual I perform to infuse it with the highest vibrations from the angelic realms, charged by crystals before it’s shipped to you.
"Hillsburgh's Angel" Sacred Space Detox Bath Salts
Made with the intention to detoxify the body, mind and spirit.
The linen bags are home made and contain Epsom and Dead Sea salts that have been blessed by the angels. Containing a special combination of pure grade essences and just a touch of dried lavender and rose petals, this sacred space salt blend is meant to help clear your energy from EMF and GMF with the salts natural negative ions, assist the bodies natural detox abilities and remove emotional and psychic interferences. Specially created with the empath in mind.
"Calling All Angels" Ancient Oils Personal Fragrance
“Calling All Angels” Beautiful ancient essential oil essences chosen with angelic guidance. Each vial contains pure, unadulterated essential oils and organic fractionated coconut oil in a beautiful glass roller bottle to be applied to strategic points for a personal scent and to induce feelings of peace and joy. Current selection contains a combination of rose, frankincense, hyssop, myrtle and citrus oils.
Each vial is consecrated with the highest intent for your own remembrance and awakening of your true self. The true self is always the higher and greater divine self, liberated from human programming. Specifically designed for the infinite self on its journey to remembrance and self realization.
The combination of oils are chosen through inner guidance and may not always be the exact same scent as the previous time you ordered.
Reiki 1 Course
“Four sessions reiki 1 online course”
Learn how to use reiki for self healing and share it with your family and friends, the reiki journey is for the ones who want to feel more connected to their true selves and everything there is.
The reiki journey opens us up more to our intuitive selves and assists us in finding ways to heal our lives. Each level will teach you more about who you are, attainments are done through sacred reiki symbols placed on your body and energy field to align you with this sacred healing method. Learn one of the reiki symbols. Reiki is universal life force energy and as such is neutral to religions and spiritual believes, it is available to be used for anyone with good intentions.
This includes one session each week live over zoom, homework and choice to practice on self or friend or family member. Includes Reiki 1 binder which will be shipped to you before the course starts. Attunements will be sent through distance reiki, reiki shares may be offered at a later time when it’s safe to do so.
Please connect with me first before booking.
Reiki 2 Course
“Four sessions reiki 2 online course”
Continue your reiki journey and learn another sacred symbol for emotional healing and distance reiki, the reiki journey is for the ones who want to feel more connected to their true selves and everything there is. With reiki 2, you are prepared to give reiki in sessions for your first clients or send reiki through time and space to assist a client who can’t be seen in person. Reiki 2 teaches us to heal our own emotional imbalances and brings to light deeper understanding.
The reiki journey opens us up more to our intuitive selves and assists us in finding ways to heal our lives. Each level will teach you more about who you are, attunements are done through sacred reiki symbols placed on your body and energy field to align you with this sacred healing method. Reiki is universal life force energy and as such is neutral to religions and spiritual believes, it is available to be used for anyone with good intentions.
This course includes one session each week live over zoom, homework and choice to practice on self or friend or family member. Includes Reiki 2 binder which will be shipped to you before the course starts. Attunements will be sent through distance reiki, reiki shares may be offered at a later time when it’s safe to do so.
You should have had some practice with reiki 1 and know the basic hand positions.
Please connect with me first before booking.
Learn How To Connect With Angels For Guidance
Interested in learning more about Angels and how to work with them for guidance? Then this course is for you! Learn more about angels in four weeks, how to connect to them and open up to receive their messages for guidance. You will also learn a little bit about the hierarchy of angels and angel history. I will teach you what I have learned from connecting with my angels and how to create a sacred space to invite them into your home and life. The course comes with an e-book about the course and instructions on how to create a regular practice to feel closer to your angelic team. Requirements are an interest in angels and openness to sprit and learning new things.
Please connect with me first before booking.
Angelic Usui Reiki Master
Two day Reiki Master experience, if you feel ready to embark on your journey to become a teacher and guide to others, you will feel called to say yes to embracing your mastery and keep learning as you teach and share your insights.
Solo or group experiences available, in groups of 3 or more the price for each person will be reduced. There is a limit of four masters to keep it very intimate and special.
Please connect with me first before booking.
Learn How To Read Your Own Akashic Records For Guidance
Tired of going to others for readings? Would you like to learn how to get your own guidance from the Akasha, Spirit or Alaya consciousness? This is a six week course where I teach you how to access your own Akashic records for guidance.
Why would you choose me?
My whole life I was looking for guidance and felt frustrated that nobody was helping me find my own way. Learning this tool can help you access your own wisdom, records and acquire your own understanding of life. When we master this, there is no more need to go looking outside of ourselves for guidance.
Requirements are; an interest in spirituality and an openness to learn.
Dates and times are flexible. This includes weekly call for classes, with homework and ongoing support. All my students will have free full life time access to a private Facebook group that I monitor frequently for questions and requests. Please connect with me first before booking.
Email me for questions or requests
Essential Oil Life Style Information Session
Tired of being sick and tired? Not being able to focus or having difficulties getting up in the morning? I know what that feels like. Couple of years ago, I was introduced to DoTerra, which changed the way I live my life, I went from constantly running to the doctor for things and regularly taking antibiotics and other harmful pharmaceuticals, to living largely pharma free and having more energy, more ability to focus on what is important in my life and having tools at my disposal to use when minor ailments happen. Find out more about what the hype is about and how you can use the "Gifts of Mother Earth" to make a life style change that lasts. The intro class is free of any charges, ask me for a sample ahead of time so you get the full DoTerra intro class experience. Go to https://forms.gle/5wS1wMfNhqtYEqgb8 to get your sample before the class, sent to you by mail. Classes are held over Zoom, no account required. You don't need to purchase the event on this site, you can also get your sample to receive the invite for upcoming events or email me here
Empath Mentoring Program
"The Light Tower Guides Ships At Sea Safely By The Rocky Shore Line"
Are you a newly awakening empath? Or are you experiencing a spiritual awakening and are looking for a mentor on your path? I wished sometimes I had a mentor who was empathetic and understood what I was going through during my spiritual awakenings.
It took a couple of years to grow from an immature and freshly awakened empath into a master empath. I have learned so much and feel guided to assist you on your awakening journey. My empath mastery program is a one year program that entails by-weekly calls, voice support and access to all our calls and material under the members hub. Their will be no calls in July, August and December, the voice support will still be active during that time. I am also planning on taking you on a spiritual retreat weekend sometime during summer, there may be extra costs not included in the program cost.
Please connect with me first before signing up so we can do a call to find out where you are at and what you need, we will then determine if my mentoring program is the right choice for you at this time.
Please e-mail me with interest first, go to my connect page.
“Living Your Truth”
This is for PICK UP only, please go to my Etsy shop to purchase and ship by mail.
13 authors came together to write about living your truth, image and the influencer. An incredible anthology of some amazing magical people who share their experience and expertise with you. They are coaches, professionals and inspirational speakers of our time, located in the Toronto Ontario region of canada. Read my chapter about finding your true self! how I have come to do what I do today and how I came to realize my true story and how to live a life of authenticity and wholesomeness. Living Your Truth is about your truth, how to find it, live it and know what it means. A compilation of 14 personal stories from authors of the previous books published by Ronnie Swais.