I was hiding from myself and the world inside a dream state. I was waiting for something to wake me up.
I was bored and had lost my passion for life.
Being comfortable does not always allow for growth.
Why make changes if you have everything you need?
I asked my father during one of his visits; “I once walked away from home and you picked me up on a playground where I sat on top of this pyramid shaped climber, I didn’t recognize you, so I pushed you away.”
My father lifted an eyebrow; “You can remember that? You were not even three years old then.”
I said yes of course; “I remember a lot of things from my early childhood.”
My father looked concerned; “You shouldn’t go dig in your past, that is not good for you.”
I glanced over to where he was sitting on my couch; “Why is that?”
He answered slowly; “Because we should always leave the past in the past and focus on the present.”
After twenty years of living in a dream state, my twin flame finally woke me up.
The story of twin flames:
A twin flame is the other half of our soul. When a soul is born, we split from our mother soul, each following their own path. We will look for a reunion with our twin over eons of time, solely to spark us into awakening and to help us remember who we really are.
Many artists start creating incredible works of art after their reunion with a twin flame. It is not always talked about, but those connections are significant and they are destined to happen. It will find you, even if you are hiding in the farthest corner of the world.
It is nothing what people believe it is. This connection will change your life forever.
And so, it happened to me; my twin flame found me. It was an instant recognition, a comfortable feeling of knowing this person. I saw in my twin something about me that I couldn’t grasp, and he felt the same way about me. Our dreams melded together, our senses were one, time began to blend and we both had psychic experiences. But twin flames mirror each other, they show each other what is missing, what is not aligned and what needs to change.
Twin flames are our greatest teachers.
Once a twin starts to awaken, the other one will pull away with a sense that the connection has run its course. This causes a huge upheaval, especially in the female part, the sleeping divine feminine, which may not always be a woman. The separation causes a huge void one falls into. And there is no one there to catch you. You just fall into a deep bottomless pit. It feels like all your energy was taken, and now you have a deep gaping hole left inside your heart.
The twin flame connection opens up the opportunity to re establish a relationship with yourself, to dig deep and find your true self, to understand who you are and why you are how you are. It’s a chance to really get to know yourself, maybe for the first time ever in your life.
Often, people look for the wrong things to fill their void inside their hearts. Instead of working on themselves, they drown themselves with outside distractions like drugs, alcohol, smoking, adrenalin rushes, sex or work. After this twin flame connection comes a time of deep inner reflection. It is vital for you in this situation to take care of yourself and to fill your void not with addictions but with compassion, self love and true care. Learning to respect yourself and having compassion for what you went through is very important.
You may also get back repressed memories during or after the twin flame connection because your subconscious is going to look for your truth, the human mind always needs to make sense of the seemingly senseless. This allows you to go look deeper for the missing and forgotten pieces of your mind. It is a key to open the dream box, so don’t be surprised about what you will find there.
The twin flame connection cracks the lid open to that box of unresolved stuff you had put away long ago, things you were unable to deal with. It now bubbles slowly to the surface where it needs to be resolved.
Why? Because, you are going to build a new life. But building cannot be done on a shaky foundation. You need to look deep, talk to your soul and dig out all the dusty memories and wipe the cobwebs off them so you can clearly see what you have been hiding from yourself all this time. Each piece you resolve for yourself, allows you to build a step on a solid foundation.
One piece at a time, we uncover our true story and learn that we need to be aware of what is going on in our life’s.
We learn to get back our voices and reinstate our personal power.
Instead of building a relationship with a person you thought you need to be with, you are working on the relationship you have with yourself. This will also allow you to connect with your partner of destiny one day, once you are balanced and reintegrated and in full expression of your true self.
This is true love.
Love is not an emotion, but it is a state of being.
“Like a butterfly coming out of a cocoon, you are awakening to your true nature and your purposes in life.”
*when perceptions are missing, it leads to cataclysms, basically you get the sledge hammer on your head. Gaining the missing perceptions allows for time to extend and the cataclysm may be avoided if it’s aligned with infinite intent.
Find the healer within and heal your own life.
Sabrina Goeldlin - Angelic Medium IAAP, Usui Reiki Master, Awakening Coach, MLT, Survivor, Mother, Writer and Author
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